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Volume 5, Issue 1
Editor's Note
It’s 6:00 AM, and my dachshund puppy is chewing a bone on the couch beside me. Every minute or so, he drops the bone off the couch and looks up at me in the most pathetic way. Of course, I stop writing every time to return the bone, which he happily receives, chews, and then proceeds to drop again. This is not the subject of my editor’s note, but it is annoying.
I like building things. It’s a hobby I discovered just out of college when I realized my English degree wasn’t going to take me anywhere. I got a job as an apprentice carpenter at a company my brother worked for. A lot of the work was dirty and uncomfortable, crawling under houses through spiderwebs and mummified mice, wrapping myself in Tyvek and duct tape in the heat of July for a week of “lead-safe demolition”, but sometimes I got to cut wood into pieces and screw it to stuff, an undeniably good time.
I have since pivoted careers again, but the desire to make stuff has not gone away. Unfortunately, apartment living makes carpentry an inconvenient hobby. Tenants are discouraged from renovating, and unless I set up shop in the dining room, most of the places I’ve lived had no room for big dusty messes. Until now.
I bought a house at the beginning of October. It’s the type of house with an endless list of not-quite-essential repairs. The list completely overwhelms my wife. I want to quit my job and submerge myself in that sweet spiral of hammering nails, spreading joint compound, and digging fence holes. I built a desk out of scrap wood; I was nine years old again, sitting in a hayfield, playing with my Playmobil guys. I didn’t leave the shed until the desk was finished.
I’m not the first to say that creative writing is like building (no references needed; just Google that exact expression). You start with nothing. You turn that nothing into something. The process is just as enjoyable as the product (often more). Except for these notes, this journal is not a creative endeavor on my part, but it is for the dozens of artists who make it possible. These stories and poems and photos and paintings and collages would never exist if all these people didn’t love to build. I can’t name another part of my life that persists purely through the passion of others. Even more, they’re funny and thoughtful and sometimes a little bit sad and always a little bit beautiful.
Thanks for reading, and see you in the spring. There goes the bone again.
— J.B. Marlow, Editor
Cover Artist (Salt Point)
Table of Contents
The Goddess of Little Memphis
The door opened; blinding sunlight filled Little Memphis. On the jukebox, O. V. Wright wailed...
Giving Trees
The night a stranger called to tell me my son existed I’d been exhausted by a day spent demolishing the exterior wall of my kitchen with the help of my trusted pink crowbar...
A Letter to the New Yorkers Moving to Maine
I’m not sure if you’re aware, but you’re giving off total colonizer vibes. You float in on your Range Rover with a yellow license plate that reads: MAYFLWR. You lustily study your unrolled map...
The Wheelbarrow
With its cargo of old dirt and red clay and cigarette butts, the wheelbarrow is picked up by its wooden handles and driven from one side of the yard...
Borderline
Norm is standing in front of the bathroom mirror, adjusting his Warden Service uniform when his wife Susan stops behind him. “Well, smell you,” she remarks, and moves on into the kitchen...
Hot Wash
Jack sat in the door of his tent and stared at his feet. They were pale and wrinkled, like hunks of wet mozzarella. Fat, yellow blisters bulged between his toes...
Sophia Recommends
Sophia Brown was a librarian in the way a potato is a moon: quietly rooted, occasionally sprouting eyes, and always dimly aware of being observed. Her name tag read “Sophia B.,” but the B might as well have stood for burning...
The Lightning Woman
Long ago, deep in the Balkan Mountains, a little village lay buried beneath the clouds. In all of Stara, people worked hard—long into their old age, and they were happy...
Back Home
When I lived in New Zealand, I didn’t go a day without a friendly stranger asking where I was from. My accent gave away that this wasn’t home for me...
Moments Lost In the Dark
In my more hopeful days, I tried to develop a support group for insomniacs. I started with my own friend group, people I already knew and spent time talking about our sleepless nights with...
Torqued Tougher than a Texas Train
Horse sweat feels just as gross as it looks. Type of info you don’t need to touch to know the real shit I mean. One of them days in the saddle...
The Girl on Gooseberry Hill
It was an oldies’ party up in the hills, not that she minded befriending the lot! So she went up the poets’ roads...
Trails that Lead You Home
I settled into a house nestled in the Alaska Chugach foothills as a very unhealthy relationship was ending. The final 6 months of the relationship left me in the darkest...
As a New Pilot, My Son Wanted To Take Me Up
I settled into a house nestled in the Alaska Chugach foothills as a very unhealthy relationship was ending. The final 6 months of the relationship left me in the darkest...
The Coin
There are no muses to call upon, there is no place for songs here. If ever there were heroes or gods, they have long since passed on, leaving not even a shadow of their once heralded gestures...